Cheyenne,
thirdteen, Child of God (L) Netballer :D
I ♥ Janice, Roxanne, Siewping, Atiqah & Huiwen
Email@ cheyenne029@hotmail.com

Janice♥ Huiwen♥ Roxanne♥

Andrea Bernice Crystal Chinteng Eunice Guokang Guanyou♥ Hongyu Huiling Jasmine Jessie Jingting Jolene.H Licia Lynn Rachel.L Samantha Shermaine Shixuan Xueqi Wanting Yanping Zihui

Ouki, today was a little boring.
last night I slept at 1am and was woken up at 5am by GY's message.
was unable to sleep until 7am. So nua in bed until 12pm ;P
didn't really do much today, played Pet society etc.
Im hoping to conbine blogshop w Andrea, cuz i've got many instocks iI seriously need to clear. They're just collecting dust ._.
hmm, so yea, do support :) CLICK HERE.

Its been quite long since I last updated.
sorry for the privating & unprivating of mai blog (;
some stupid reasons.
few days ago, he smsed me apologising.
damn, if you were so reluctant to then dont.
I'd rather you just continue hating me.
Haiz, you came and disrupt my happiness, -'-

I'll be happy from now on :D
tell me how to be happy?


hodgepodge says:
okay can
hello

[b] 'Cheyenne[/b] says:
hello.

hodgepodge says:
sorry

[b] 'Cheyenne[/b] says:
why?
huh?

hodgepodge says:
we really like stranger now

[b] 'Cheyenne[/b] says:
dunn get you -.-

hodgepodge says:
dunno
like nothing to talk about

[b] 'Cheyenne[/b] says:
orh, okey. what you want to talk about? (:

hodgepodge says:
i dunno

[b] 'Cheyenne[/b] says:
huh????

hodgepodge says:
i find that i really dunno you well le

[b] 'Cheyenne[/b] says:
Huh? know me well as in?
Im seroiusly blur now .__. (yeah right)

hodgepodge says:
hmm
haiya
last time we talk a lot one
now like stuuter stutter

[b] 'Cheyenne[/b] says:
got meh? (act blur)

hodgepodge says:
yesh

[b] 'Cheyenne[/b] says:
Ohh..

hodgepodge says:
:(

[b] 'Cheyenne[/b] says:
:(

hodgepodge says:
cos i scared i keep thinking you're like sam
so i trying to distance from you
it's not just you
others also

So you're aware. Idk lah, its like you fear that I'l turn into her. Then i'l be very careful about what I say and what I do. You're right, we're getting distant. Cuz you told me you fear getting close to anyone alr. So, Im trying to be distant. Yes, Im the one! To tell you the truth, I do have alot of things I want to tell you. But im scared you'll find me irritating. You scared this, I scared that. Its getting very unatural, I really hate it! And I feel even more helpless cuz I dunn know what to do. Tell me what to do! I seriously dunn know, cuz I cant change yr mindset.

Good'dai pepo :)
Im so looking forward to December. There's netball camp, clique outing plus alot more funnnn. WOOOO, damn happy.
Hmm, today had friendly match w Chong Boon sec (CBSS). Gathered at Rivervale to bus down there with seniors. Then B'div game started then C'div. I'd say everyone played well. I have confidence in everyone for next year's north-zone. Watched them play and did score-taking as well. Then after that, I got to play WA cuz Xueqi wasn't there ^^v HAPPPPPPPPYYYYY much.
Mmm, enough about netball. I got scolded by mummy cuz of netball early in the morning, damn shit -.-
Match(s) ended then we bused down to Amk hub. Saw Guanyou, Eunice & Charmel at macs. Then went to buy cake, balloons etc. Then bused to church then prepared. Roxanne & I filled 30 ballooons w water. Then half-way Jerrold came so we gide in the baby chaging room for like 35mins ._.
Ahyaaa, lazy elaborate.
Went to blk 256 and played lor. Hmm, it was fun overall but some people had to spoil mood z_z
Ohh, im very sorry to Andrea. Sorry for making you wait for half an hour. And sorry for wasting yr money for buying the flour :<
I feel so bad.
Everything came to an end after we satisfied ourselves by burning 10 boxes of matchsticka plus fried plus tisses plus carton boxes. WHOOOOOOO :D
Cleared up the place then went to wash up & change.
Chit-chatted w Andrea for a loooonnggggg time then bused to J8 to take train home :)

This is for Roxanne(laoxianlao) LQY :)
Damn, how should I start uh, crazy lesbo?
Ouki. I shall say about how much I know you & how I think about you.
Roxanne is a nice, cheerful, bubbly, cute cute and cute girl. LOL.
A very chio girl that has indian, malay & chinese suitors. :*
Umm, not forgetting a silicon also :D
The craziest girl I've met. She gives you owl eyes while you wait for bus 156 O_O
She screams at the sight of birds? And im guessing she likes winnie the poooh( I added an extra O)& stitch.
She's attatched to boyf, 1/4 boyf's & 3/4 MINEEEEE! 8D
Im lazy to elaborate alr..
I shall continue soneday :)

WUUUU, this duckie is so cuteeee.
Man, I want this duckie for Christmas{!}
Short update, I just changed my blogskin.
Is it too cramp? Should the Plurk widget be on the left or right side? :/
Anyways,
Unprivate my blog already (L)
stay tuned for an update tonight (:

Went Vivo with family & Auntie June, B&M.
Meimei picked a present while me & mummy went walk-walk.
Then dinner at Sushi Tei, Mmmmm.
9plus home.

I haved moved to my new house. Haiz, I couldn't make it in time to tell you guys. It happened all to suddenly. :(
Anyway, Im pretty much settled down in my new house. It brings me joy seeing my mum happy. But of course there's a sacrifice for me to make. And its quite a big one :/
Many things have happened in my family. And initially, I didn't believe that my dad was this king of person.
But life's like this, unpredictable.
Anyways, im left with no choice. Roxanne, Janice, please stay happy always. Even if we have alot of things we have not accomplished together. We'll keep each other close to our hearts, alright? (':


Oh, I watched Astroboys yesterday. Im gonna rate it 3/5. Not really nice, especially the ending. -.-
Watched the movie with Roxanne, Guanyou, Bob, Eunice, Andrea , Hongyu & Jerrold. We had lunch in Subway before we waited for the movie. HAHAHAHAAHA, Jolene mummy & Guanyou Daddy. ;D
Then after we ater we played Hide-&-Seek in J8. Quite embarrassing cuz we were like sqatting in shops hiding from Guanyou.
Hahaha, me & Hongyu were hiding in Singtel & its damn embarrassing cuz we squatted there while some promoters were like promoting their products? Then everyine stared. Then it was Eunice & Hongyu's turn uh. Roxanne came spot-on, so she joined in. I went with Roxanne to this shop seling swimming costume. We were talking about how much YZ needed a bikini. Then all of a sudden, YZ popped out. :O
He was at Watsons with his mother & sister. LOL! So I acted as if i was YZ's ex. And said I dont want a break up & i'll love him forever etc. EEEE, of course I didn't mean it lah. -.-
Then we went to the playground & was spotted. Eeeyer! We were made seekers for this round. Then me & Roxanne went around shops. I went inside Gift-a-name to make my bookmark. Bob keep telling me to be seeker, so I got confused and told the salesgirl that ''Oki, I be catcher.'' LMAOOOOO :D
Ahya, then watched movie lor. Go in that time I talk damn loud about nipples. ZZZ, everyone ask me SHHHHHH.
Then movie started. Halfway through, Roxanne take away the armrest. So I had to share with Guanyou lor. Keep pushing here & there. Then suddenly for dont know what reason, I got poked. -.-
Lazy elaborte alr.

I hate my life x10
I hate my life x100
I hate my life x1000
I hate my life x10000
I hate my life x100000
I hate my life x1000000
I hate my life x10000000
I hate my life x100000000
I hate my life x1000000000
I HATE MY LIFE X10000000000000 {!}

This week was bullshit.
I got my results back. And overall, I failed Science, Art & Chinese.
Its the first time I fail science. And im feeling really bad when I see Mrs Quek. She didn't really nagged at me much this term. Cuz she told me she felt that I could do well. Guess I proved her wrong :{
Life is really hard for me nowadays. And it'll be even harder when my parents find out about my results. I feel so useless. All I can do is cry, worry, cry some more. I keep thinking about what will happen to my parents.
Sometimes, I have the thought of even runnign away from home. Or even suicide.
And its the help of my dearest Roxanne & Janice that I am able to hold on. Thank you so much ^^ But somehow, I predict an unhappy outcome of our friendship. Im starting to lose everything. Happiness & laughter in the family, that particular person etcetc. I just wonder just what is my posession.
And yesterday in church there was this Hillsong United pastor that preached from a video. It was very meaningful though. Light, just where can I find it? Im cover by the darkness, the shadow of death. I really wish to find that light in me. But its not going to be an easy process.
Im not really looking forward to the Holidays. Even though it means that I can nua all I like in bed. I dont get to see Janice everyday. And I get to see less of the netballers. Good thing there's intensive training. I hope that we can crave out some honour for netball in the school. That will be our goal and our achievement. :D


Anyway, tags are replied with love <3

[♥] HuiWen: HELLO ! I love chatting/talking, gossipping with you all ! XD LOVES TO CHEY
: Lovee you manymany also.^^ Blue-black ;O

19 Oct 09, 15:32
eunice: tagged nleft
: Thanks 8D


18 Oct 09, 22:40
NienLeng: yo ;D tag~
18 Oct 09, 22:05
Chin teng: tagged * (:
18 Oct 09, 22:05
Chin teng: taggd ! (:
: Thanks both. :)


18 Oct 09, 18:48
jolene: oh and, i have linked you:D
18 Oct 09, 18:40
jolene: guan you's photo are really really old!
: He is old. LOL! Okeh, will link you soon.

17 Oct 09, 16:16
samantha: hey cheyenne! i added you already on my blog. go check! link me okay?
: I still cant seem to access to yr blog. :/


17 Oct 09, 15:23
xEUNICEx: HELLO (: TagsTags! (L)
17 Oct 09, 14:15
huiling: tagged !
: Thanks for the tag. Continue tagging. :)


17 Oct 09, 12:40
Jasmine :D: Hey Cheyenne XD
: Hey Domo. LOLOLL! :D


15 Oct 09, 16:50
Roxanne.L: Neh, don't think im transfering already..I'm happy in sengkang (:
: Yey. ^^ Im hapy you are happy in Sengkang.


14 Oct 09, 21:04
guanyou: and i see my heart!
14 Oct 09, 21:04
guanyou: OH MY GOSH hahahahahaha!!!!!!!
: It pooofed. And it came back again. :)

14 Oct 09, 20:19
[♥] HuiWen: ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR LAST PAPER TMR THEN ... PLAY !!!!!!!!!!!!! ;DDDDDDDD !
14 Oct 09, 20:18
[♥] HuiWen: Sorry sorry XiaoMeiMei ! TAGG YOU NOW ! ;DD ILOVEYOU, CHEYENNE GOH ! ♥
: Lovee you too. <3 Shuaige.



14 Oct 09, 18:49
Roxanne.L: LOL! I know where he got the ice cream...Their ice creams are niceeeeee! MMM
: Haha, ask Guanyou treat us :P

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